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I stored all of Mother 2 and a Half. Why? Because... first off, I'm no longer making it, second, it brings back bad memories I don't want to talk about, third, it just plain embarrasses me, with the fucking STUPID story, and the early pages' artwork and whatnot. I also stored everything related to it. 

Also, I'm not posting Mother 2 and a Half's scripts either. Why? Because why would you even want it? It was a stupid comic anyway. Like I said before, I'll return when I'm confident with my art again. (who knows when that will be because my self esteem is shit)
  • Listening to: Live a Live - Murder by a Psycho
  • Reading: Script for the plot of a fangame I'm making
  • Watching: nothing
  • Playing: nothing
  • Eating: nothing
  • Drinking: nothing
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RainbowRaveHappyAppy Featured By Owner May 28, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Well I have read some pages and I thought it was amazing story wise and art wise. Whatever art you do noe must be good at this point.
OstrikerX Featured By Owner Apr 16, 2014  Student Artist
But can you tell us why you have become so depressed and how old are you now, last time I saw your stuff I was in the seventh grade lol
PsiPaula4 Featured By Owner May 2, 2014   Traditional Artist
Well, I'm 19 now, and I guess I'm depressed because... idk. I just hate the world for no reason and I have a depressed/angry disposition when I'm in public. I don't really know why.
OstrikerX Featured By Owner Jul 10, 2014  Student Artist
WOAH GIRL, you gots to get out of this funk and move on. I used to love everything you did when I was 12 you used to be sooo COOL. YOU JUST STARTED LIFE ANDF NOW YOU WANT TO WASTE IT. Get over this childish crap and do something focus on your studies (if your in college) make new friends, get a boyfriend. MAKE YOURSELF HAPPY, give up your nerdy stuffy if you have to so long as it makes you happy.
My main question is what made you sad like this in the first place where did this start? 
Regardless. don't let it hold you down go forward POSITIVELY OLD FRIEND! :D
PsiPaula4 Featured By Owner Edited Aug 10, 2014   Traditional Artist
I can't even remember what made me sad anymore. It's just become the norm. But I lost all of my confidence and the little self esteem I had and I'm a mess. 

You make it seem like making friends and finding a boyfriend is easy, but it's not. I am terrified of people I don't know and in public I'm scared of everyone and I hide if I see anyone I knew from high school because I don't want anyone to make fun of me anymore. And I can't give up the nerdy stuff, because then I won't have anything left to like at all. I hate pop culture so what is there for me to like besides the nerdy stuff? Also because I'm such a fucking loser I cling to a fictional character. If I give that up even he won't be there for me. 

I did attempt to talk to someone at college because I noticed that he was wearing: get this, an Earthbound jacket. But he kind of brushed me off, figures. It's a waste of effort. I stay alone at college playing video games or on my laptop when not in class, hoping someone with common interests will notice me and talk to me. Because clearly, me going first is a death wish. But why would they talk to me. I'm disgusting.

Thank you for trying to help though. 
OstrikerX Featured By Owner Aug 10, 2014  Student Artist
Hey you need to stop with that thinking. You have got to be positive. Anyways you HAVE to learn how to talk to people, you are going into the real world. I know you can do it, plus you aren't disgusting, from what I saw of you you're actually pretty cute, NO LIE. Like seriously what makes you disgusting? Is it to much weight or a smell? If it is anything like that, you can easily change that. There are several confident and awesome and gamers and nerds out there. Youtube is filled with 'em. You don't have to cling on to anyone, be independent, happy and beautiful. I honestly care about everyone I meet and THAT INCLUDES YOU. So you have to be happy with yourself and stop being shy. You were not born with any social anxiety, this is just self bestowed. AND I KNOW HOW IT IS. I went through that phase, but one day I wanted people to like me, I was nice to everyone I met, whether they hated me or loved me. I am african and my mother made our native food, and it made me smell honestly. When I was in Nigeria people made fun of me because I wasn't as hygienic as them. So I changed it, simple as that. Be clean, smell good, and even doll yourself up if that's your thing ;). THERE IS NOTHING WRONG WITH NERDY STUFF, but don't let it take over your life. It is an aspect of you.Forget about boyfriends, lol, we guys are dogs we'll come to you. Plus most often if a guy isn't feeling you he isn't feeling you and that is just how life is. Anyways I cannot help you all I can is tell you what can help you. IT IS YOU WHO WILL CHANGE IT, IT IS YOU WHO WILL WRITE YOUR STORY IT IS YOU WHO WILL DECIDE, YO BE HAPPY AND CONQUER ALL. 
So good luck, and P.S. you are NOT disgusting. NO GIRL SHOULD EVER SAY THAT. Woman is the most beautiful, and to see a person that has brought me such joy say such about herself, truly devastates me.
Anyways, I am sorry if I overwhelmed you with all this. I hope you don't think I am weird or creepy. i just wanted to be a little helpful. :)
PsiPaula4 Featured By Owner Oct 2, 2014   Traditional Artist
Sorry for replying late, I don't use Deviantart much anymore as you may know.

Well, the thing about that is I don't know for sure why people think I'm disgusting. Is it because I constantly bite my nails? I don't wear dumb make-up? My boring fashion sense? I'm not changing the latter two because using make up and dressing in showy clothes just is not me, but the biting nails is a boredom/nervous thing I can't stop. But, at college I'm not being bullied anymore, but I still feel afraid because I'm just used to being treated that way at school and I'm keeping my guard up from 'instinct'. And I know you're trying to help, but I can't help feeling shy and anxious in public and it just bothers me so much that it swallows me up and I can't do anything but look away and avoid people. The only thing that could possibly help me is if I was with a friend at all times because I hate being alone (yet I'm forced to be most of the time), which make me feel much less nervous, but I practically never see my friends at college so I'm mostly alone.

And also don't worry, I know you're trying to help, it's not creepy.
OstrikerX Featured By Owner Oct 3, 2014  Student Artist
Well my ultimate piece of advice is just be yourself (while still considering other people) and be HAPPY! Also the nail biting isn't weird its just that you don't open yourself up (no pun intended :P) to people your bombastic personality :D
patathatapon Featured By Owner Apr 12, 2014
Looking at some of your recent art, it mostly looks like your beating yourself up for nothing. For some odd reason, most good artists I see either feel their work isn't good enough, or hate their work by the time they're finished.

Going by from what I remember of it, the only problem with the story was you went off a preset path you seemed to lay out for yourself, going on weird tangents. As someone who tried to write a couple stories, I remember erasing entire "Chapters" because I backed myself into a corner of insanity.

One last thing I want to say though is that Deviant Art should be a place to put your art on the internet, not a "Perfection Palace". It shouldn't matter if you don't think it's good, or if you think people won't like it, because that doesn't matter. What matters is letting those who enjoy it, even if it's only one person, see the work you create.

Anyway, think what you will about my mini text wall, if anything we can all agree Earthbound is great, ZOOOM!
PsiPaula4 Featured By Owner Apr 16, 2014   Traditional Artist
My only recent art is my newest deviation on here, and frankly the only piece of artwork I'm currently proud of that I posted here. Everything else is really old and practically nothing compared to what I can do now. 

Are you sure that's the only problem with the story? I mean come on, Giegue going back in time to shoot Ness with a beam that gives him an insatiable appetite...? If he wanted to go back in time to stop Ness from defeating him, why couldn't he just KILL Ness as a baby? The moment where he shot baby Ness with the beam; he was totally vulnerable. Ninten was at work, Ana was sleeping. He could have just killed him right there. That entire thing was stupid and now gives me horrible memories. It's an insult to the series and I'm surprised that I'm not the laughing stock of the fandom, which I'm barely part of anymore. Other than that, I'm not really sure what you mean by "you went off a preset path you seemed to lay out for yourself, going on weird tangents" care to explain? I'm not offended or anything, I just want to know.

By the way, I will be posting art on here again, but the only problem is I'm not obsessed with or drawing Earthbound that much anymore, which I'm sure everyone here is for. Though, my most recent submission got 18 favorites, which is a lot compared to most of my artwork, so looks like I have more Dangan Ronpa fans watching me than I thought...? Or maybe they just liked the art anyway...?

I still like Earthbound by the way. I just kinda... moved obsessions. You know what I mean?

patathatapon Featured By Owner Apr 16, 2014
I understand completely. And to be honest, I only remember parts, most of my criticisms for it was what I remembered from who-knows-how-long-ago. It had it's plot holes, but I'll tell you that it wasn't that bad. I remember being humored by such things. If you worry about every single negative aspect of something you will go insane (Trust me, I'm already there).

I only got back into Earthbound recently because of the Wii U, which is why I looked back to find you. Regardless of what you think, your art is good. My hands shake, to the point where I cant draw a straight line with a ruler, and computers don't help. I'd give lots to be able to draw because of my love for art. No matter what you draw, I will still keep an eye on you though. I've learned of many games in the past (For example, Earthbound and Super Mario RPG) from viewing the works of fans.

Anyway, what I'm trying to say is you can't just beat yourself up. That isn't constructive. If you point out your flaws, that is a start, but you can't just do that. If you want to improve you need to try and fix it. If you don't know what to fix, post it, and ask for help. I've seen many people post their unfinished work for feedback before. Heck, I used to bring batches of cookies to classes to ask what needs improving, it's not that different.

Do what you like, I'm just another face on the internet in the end, but insulting yourself gets you nowhere. If you can't stop that, turn it around into something constructive, not destructive.
NewSupaLuigiBros Featured By Owner Feb 25, 2014
I am very, very, very sorry for the extreme late comment...

It is pity you had to put them away...It was one of the thing I enjoyed as EB fan and the reason I joined Deviantart...

But I respect your decision. I will not whine or go shout 'WHYYYY' and stuff like that.

Besides, I still remember the basic story of it, and Mother 2 & 1/2 will still live within my heart no matter what.
NewSupaLuigiBros Featured By Owner Feb 25, 2014
I am very, very, very sorry for extreme late comments, but...

It is a pity you put them was one of the things I enjoyed as EB fan and reason I joined Deviantart...

but I respect your choice. I will not whine or cry 'WHYYYY' and stuff like that.

Besides, I still remember the basic story of it and Mother 2 and 1/2 will still live within my heart no matter what.

Shadowtails24 Featured By Owner Jan 3, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
You may not know me, but, I want you to know, that your art and your comedic style was one of the main reasons I discovered Mother in the first place. Don't worry about anything.
I have been a fan for a long time.
Take care, ma cherie~
Life-Light-Evac Featured By Owner Dec 30, 2013  Student Digital Artist
Happy new year's eve eve
I hate when art is unfulling to the artist. It's painful.
But if you keep drawing continuously you'll eventually find a better art style or get better at the current.
And gosshhhhh I always delete my crap don't feel completely sorry.
ShinyGamez Featured By Owner Dec 29, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
     Aw... what a shame, I actually enjoyed those comics, but i respect your decision, because I know what its like to be embarrassed on the internet. oh i regret getting a youtube account in 4th grade. I said SO much stupid shit when i was... 9-10-ish? Nevermind me, the subject is you... I like your style of drawing, I don't care what you say about it, I like it. But you have the right to think whatever you want to think, and I can't change your opinion.
PsiPaula4 Featured By Owner Dec 30, 2013   Traditional Artist
It wasn't so much the art on the later pages that bothered me, but it's just the art in the very early pages I didn't get to remake yet. That was horrid. I drew each panel in like ten seconds without an initial sketch. I wanted to remake all those old pages, but it was taking me way too long and it was too much work. Then to make matters worse, I kind of moved on from Earthbound. It isn't that I don't like Earthbound anymore, it's just it's no longer my main obsession, and because of that, I don't have the will to make a 500 page long Earthbound-themed comic anymore, you get what I'm saying? That and there's also a personal reason why I stopped that comic and removed it altogether which I would rather not discuss. I will return to making art regularly here eventually, but I first want to hone my skills because I'm not happy with them. I just barely got over this phase where I wouldn't draw a thing for a few months and everything would come out terrible, but lately my art's been okay. Here's a thing I drew recently, it's concept art for a project I'm working on with my friends.
ShinyGamez Featured By Owner Dec 30, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Ok I understand. And that pic is really good by the way ^^
ztom176 Featured By Owner Dec 29, 2013
I really hate to see your old ways go. *comforts you*

Happy New Year, Brittany. Have fun.
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